*Parting is such sweet sorrow*

Today, I have made the move. In my life and on my web journals.

Today marks the day I will try and shead my skin, fixing myself shall be a new priority. I also will not be blogging here any longer, my new home lies at http://www.livejournal.com/users/novo_beleza/

do feel free to vist.

Good Bye Xanga you have been wonderful. But comunities, palm downloads and other objects have caused me to make my move.

With Fond memories

Chels

I hate exams. The drive me insane and make me go crazy. Now I don't know what it was, maybe having been Kait's friend for to long or maybe just stresses of exams but I found myslef being frightend of somthing that would never really happen. I don't think. So ya that scared me alot, alot alot. And now I have this urge to watch movies and not study so God keep me on task!

Well just taking a well needed break from bio. Hating all sex linked alleas right now, yes they should all die and burn. Haha.

Hum.. in the midst of all of my studing I came across a thought. This thought came across my mind as I was going through the human's respiration system. Complicated and all intercanected. And completly one of the most amazing things I have ever seen. It is my biology class that has helped me believe more in my Father. No human can completly understand all the workings of the human body so there must be somthing more. And God is sure a smart guy. I mean I would have never thought to give 4 chambers to humans so they could breath better than frogs who only have 3 chambers. Haha Kevin is really getting to me. But than again so is God so it all works out in the end.

Kait I will call you tonight it may be about 9:30 after I get back from Yoga. If that is too late e-mail me. I am promising myself I will study untill Yoga and after that I can relax untill tommorrow the dreadful first exam. Oh Lord be with me! But last years exam that he showed us wasn't very hard so I am not too worried. But than again he may be tring to trick us into thinking that it is easy?!?!?!

AH MUST GO AND STUDY MORE SO I DON'T FAIL!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You know what I really get a thrill out of?

People who completly contradic themselves with their actions. They do one thing, than do another completly the opposite. And say they would never do that or how wrong it is. It makes me laugh.

On a more personal note. Birthday. I hate my birthday ( please don't ask why). So some guide lines for my birthday.

There will be no...

Putting happy birthday on the anoucements in any way shape or form.

Decorating of the locker inside or out.

Gift giving is strickly prohibited.

Wishing my happy birthday in public.

so in other words NO NOTHING!

please do respect my wishes, it is truly just another day and I would really rather not have any special attention.

hum.. I think I should go now and start all of me home work so ya ciao for now!

Chels

I read Danielle's post last night and it made me wanna write a post so I tried to but that didn't work because my comp and Xanga are Ex- lovers and now can't stand the site of each other haha!

So I am not going to say what Danielle said because that would be a waste of my energy. Read her dang post if you want to but I am not summing up! haha

Ok... God.

Knows what you need. And gives it to you. Our problem? We think we need one thing when we really need another. Prayers are never unanswered, you are simply praying the wrong prayer. You can think that you need somthing but God knows you need somthing else and happiness can only truly come when God and your brain waves are on the same track.

I find this very hard in my life being a stuborn child. I am not the type of person who settals for somthing when I think I deserve somthing else. Hence the long process of getting to this point in my faith.

This thought brings me back to Stubie, Saturday night. The Adoration of the Belssed Sacrament.  I had such a hard time accepting Gods forgivness. But he said to me "I have already giving you my forgivness. I gave it to you ong befor you were concevied in your mothers womb. I gave myself and died for your sins, for you. So you now have no choice of whether to be forgiven of not. Your path now is of acceptance. And not accepting what I have already given you is like trying to drive the opposite way on a one way street. Just accept and make life easier on yourself." And I did. And it changed my life. And why I am posting this is because we find out soon which Stubenville we are going to and I wanted to make sure Danielle,Andrea, Jodi, Brad and Melo all knew that they should go! You are all welcome and it is garenteed to be nothing but one of the greatest weekends of your life. We go to the States (where exactly right now is undicided we find out soon). It should be some time in July, exact date will be known soon. Please take time to pray about it to God and ask Kait, Cait, Chels, Eric, Adam S., Clifford, Renee, Lau or Andrew and we would all tell you how great it was and that you should go!

Please any one who thinks they might wanna go, COME! I will give any information I know as soon as I have it because I really think this is an expirence that needs to be shared.

But I have ramdbled enough and am getting a little teary eyed about all this Steubie talk so I am going to head out now and give you all my love! Please come to Stuebie, any questions ask me!

Love you all!

God Bless

Beijos

Ciao

Chels